• Gone with the Wind, Sinners, and what we bring to the past

    My latest piece at Cinema Sugar: Gone with the Wind and Sinners are Twin Visions of America.

    I rewatched Sinners earlier this year, and thinking about its 1930s Southern setting triggered a lightbulb moment about Gone with the Wind, perhaps the definitive (for better or worse) movie about the South that was released rather than set in the ’30s but brought a lot of the views of its time into its depiction of the antebellum South. That led me down a rabbit hole where I discovered more surprising connections between these two very different movies, both visual and thematic. (Seriously, all the visual symmetries are accidentally awesome.)

    This was a bullseye for my interests in film and American history, and it was a pleasure to piece together. Read and share it if you please!


  • Fly and make light

    A poem

    Sometimes I stand on summer nights,
    look at the stars and smile
    as I smell the atmosphere.

    I grab a lightning bug

    and then open my hand to watch it prepare

    to fly again.


    As it does,
    I wonder at a creature

    who only wants to fly and make light,

    and nothing more.


  • Midterm of the Ents

    The Last March of the Ents does feel fitting for this midterm moment: survivors of a destructive, marauding force survey the charred ruins of what used to be their country and decide Enough.

    There is indeed no curse in Elvish, Entish, or the tongues of Men for the treachery Trump has wrought. But I’m proud to have cast not a rock or stone but a vote in favor of the mighty blue wave that will wash out all the orcs and dark wizards responsible for it.


  • Recent Views

    More photography here.

    Almost through nine-hole mini golf:

    New plants in front of very old mailboxes:

    In black and white for dramatic effect:

    Sibs Trek Into Darkness:

    Proud of this shot:

    An old mossy wooden table catching the morning light:

    Not quite mountaineering but just summitting a large climbing boulder at a local nature park:

    Fall, y’all:


  • Links of the moment

    An ongoing series

    A rad interactive map of every lighthouse in the world.

    So many amazing control rooms and control panels.

    From the 100 billion people who have ever lived, you draw one at random from real data.

    Mamdani and “Richard Scarry socialism.”

    Blocking the Internet Archive will not stop AI.


  • Reading in decline? Barnes & Noble is un-Daunt-ed

    This long New Yorker profile of Barnes & Noble CEO and longtime bookstore tycoon James Daunt was fascinating if you’re a bookish nerd like me. I wrote about Daunt before in the context of B&N’s positive turnaround, but this piece was more about its place in the ongoing discourse about the supposed “decline of reading”. Here are some bits I found especially noteworthy.

    Shoutout to Bill Nighy, a real one: 

    Daunt Books grew for years as a quiet shop with a devoted following. “You felt the people who worked there were believers,” the actor Bill Nighy, a regular since the nineties, said. (He continues to give people its book-subscription service at Christmas. “If anyone knew how much time and money I spend in bookshops, they would say, ‘What the fuck?’” he said. “It is made more delicious by the fact that books were dead, officially, about ten years ago.”) 

    Why bookstores are a fundamentally different business from Amazon:

    The idea that consumer companies are in the stuff business is still Amazon’s longest shadow. Enterprises plowing the creative fields now call their products “content.” If goods are interchangeable—if it’s all just stuff—then market success must be the result of efficiencies in the delivery systems, and we are wise to focus on those, not the qualities of individual works.

    By 2011, Daunt had developed a different philosophy. He had spent two decades on the shop floor, studying what customers bought and didn’t buy and why. Books, he knew, were not like laundry detergent. Decisions rarely happened categorically or in bulk; everything came down to whether the specific thing in front of you—that book, this shop—was good enough to draw you in. If powerful growth was to be had in the book business, that specificity would have to remain central. 

    Why e-readers didn’t overtake print and why AI is the new Kindle:

    When Daunt arrived at Waterstones, bookselling was in a panic about the Kindle, said to be poised to replace paper books. Daunt was doubtful: he’d used the product. And he’d seen the advent of the personal computer during his time as a banker, when the arrival of the I.B.M. XT had carried him and his peers up the ranks. But books were more like rubber bands or bottle openers than like computers: their form was largely unimprovable for their function. Daunt had the Kindles displayed in every Waterstones. They sold quickly at first, then slowly, and then, booksellers told me, Kindle buyers began returning for books. Today, the e-reader market has plateaued at some ten per cent of traditional publishers’ revenue, while about seventy-five per cent comes from paper books, a technology essentially unchanged since the nineteenth century.

    Now we are having a Kindle moment with A.I., which has seemingly started to affect the sales of self-help and pop-business titles—the kinds of books, Joel Miller pointed out to me, that present themselves as answers to such prompts as “How do I” or “I want to.” But the claim that A.I. writing threatens to replace novels, archival histories, reported narrative, and so on, seems a naïve insult to readers, and major publishers have avoided A.I. work. As far as the shelves of the bookstore are concerned, A.I. writing is a technology without a market.

    Love this natural blending of old and new:

    As Daunt waited, he checked the pyramids. Early on at Daunt Books, he and Wolstencroft found that, if they placed unknown début-fiction titles on their own, people shied away, but, if they interposed known books of a similar flavor, customers bought both. Presenting the new in the context of the old allowed readers to orient themselves.

    Reading as a social activity:

    For most of us, ideas about the state of literature are the result of a cohort experience. Reading is private—or has been since at least the sixth century, before which the Western habit was to read everything aloud. But conversing about reading is a social activity. If you were of a certain cohort in a certain time, you might remember everybody talking about “Primary Colors,” or “Guns, Germs, and Steel,” or “White Teeth.” To be ensconced within a reading cohort is bliss, and falling off the cart can be demoralizing. “Within the industry, we’re very used to there being a golden age and it being just over,” one publisher told me dryly. “The moment of decline usually depends on the age of the person telling the story.”

    Reading as traveling:

    Travelling, like reading, is a reminder of the impossibility of communicating across territories—but also evidence that, somehow, we always do.

    On free speech and censorship:

    The politics of bookselling, as Daunt sees them, are pragmatic and pluralist. “I think booksellers, as a tribe, almost universally believe in principles of liberalism, which means that we’re politically of the left—not in a punching-with-Bernie way, though plenty will be, but in a commitment to diverse societies,” he said. Under his aegis, Barnes & Noble has joined with publishers to wage legal battles against content restrictions in Texas and Virginia, like those used to limit the distribution of L.G.B.T.Q.-themed books. But it has also supported its shop in Cheyenne, Wyoming, which mounted a display of maga books: the local taste. “We can’t believe in free speech and the importance of resisting censorship and then censor ourselves,” Daunt said.


  • 5 movies that turned me into a horror fan

    While horror movies have had a remarkable run in the 20th century, I was being a scaredy cat who tried to avoid all of it. But I eventually realized I might be missing something. So many of my fellow cinephiles also love horror, and not just for cheap thrills. What did they see that I didn’t?

    Read my piece for Cinema Sugar where I lay out the five horror movies that brought me into the dark and showed me the light about a timeless genre.


  • Backyard Bonfire Bros

    Though still rather warm for late October, it was cool enough to finally fire up the backyard bonfire with the boys. It was the 7 year old’s idea to do hotdogs and to call us the Backyard Bonfire Bros since Mama was away.

    It was the 3 year old’s first time that he was actually conscious of, so he had a blast. He kept gasping and saying “This is amazing!” and calling the sparks “sprinkles”. He was also a very enthusiastic fire poker and dumper of fallen pine needles for kindling.

    After covering the basics of fire safety (most of which the 7 y.o. learned from The Boxcar Children), I tried to tap into the more meditative aspect of the experience, pointing out the embers and talking about just how ancient and human the bonfire ritual is. I don’t know if any of that stuck, but they’re stoked to do it again so I guess that was enough.


  • Wanna bet? Not really

    There are two things that as a male I’m statistically way more likely to be into but for some reason am not: gambling and video games.

    On gambling, McKay Coppins’ article “Sucker: My Year As A Degenerate Gambler” in The Atlantic was really eye-opening, as was the recent Hasan Minhaj Doesn’t Know episode “Are Prediction Markets Ruining Everything?” There are giant, obscenely funded industries dedicated to preying on human psychology and parting people from their money, and I’m just not interested in subjecting myself to them.

    I don’t consider myself an anxious person at all, but I’m also not reckless. I’m certainly more risk-averse than the average dude though. I didn’t drink alcohol until I was 21. I’ve only gotten one driving ticket in my life (at 18 for supposedly running a red light but it was borderline at best). I’ve never been in a casino or even bought a lottery ticket.

    Was it my religious background? My particular nature/nurture makeup? Who knows. I do know not having an addictive personality has kept me out of trouble. Though having the opposite—an aversive personality—has its own downsides too in the risks I should have taken but didn’t, and the fruits I could have enjoyed but won’t. That’s the calculation we all make when considering opportunity costs throughout life.

    Video games are another example. Having not grown up with them, by all rights I should have leaned into them hard as an adult to make up for lost time. Instead, to cite another logical fallacy, I didn’t want my time with them to become a sunk cost when there were other things I was more interested in like books, movies, and music. Those aren’t mutually exclusive interests, but they do all compete for the same limited hours in the day.

    All this to say, I got 99 problems but a bet (or bit) ain’t one.


  • To feel something new, find something old

    If your brain feels completely cooked by modern life, you need to time travel. 

    Read old books. Watch old movies. Look at old art. Listen to old music. 

    Do this not because art was necessarily better in the past. That’s not it—that’s false nostalgia. Do it because when you are stuck in the relentless barrage of the present moment, visiting the past is a great way to escape that trap and find fresh perspective from the humans who came before us, who thought differently and created differently, sometimes in strange or challenging ways, yet still had the same kinds of questions and problems we have today. 

    If the past is a foreign country (as the saying goes), then you should visit the past for the same reason you travel: to break out of your routine, to see new things, to humble yourself and remember (in the best way) that you are not that special. 

    So you want to feel something new? Find something old. 


  • I heard them on the radio (again)

    Nearly nine years ago I felt compelled to call out a righteous streak of songs I happened to hear on the radio on a ride home.

    Yesterday I was bumming around town with my boys in our Honda Accord when I opted to pop the FM on instead of their go-to musical fare. Here was the lineup we were treated to:

    • “Genie in a Bottle” by Christina Aguilera 
    • “Always Be My Baby” by Mariah Carey
    • “Complicated” by Avril Lavigne 
    • “Live and Let Die” by Wings
    • “Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin’” by Michael Jackson
    • “Bye Bye Bye” by *NSYNC
    • “Free Fallin’” by Tom Petty

    You can quibble with the quality of some of these tunes all you want, but I won’t hear it. It was one bop after another on a perfect windows-down sunny day.

    It did make me realize that the music I considered “oldies” when I was a kid, like The Beatles for example, was the same amount of time in the past then as *NSYNC’s heyday was to today. So that’s… something. 💀


  • 20 years!

    Today marks the 20th anniversary of this here weblog, which means I’ve officially been blogging for more than half of my life. Whether I’m in your RSS feed or just a random post you stumbled upon, thank you for reading!

    October 2, 2006, does feel like a whole lifetime ago. The Dow Jones hit a record high of 11,850, Justin Timberlake’s “SexyBack” topped the Billboard Hot 100, and the Martin Lawrence animated film Open Season was #1 at the box office. Heady times.

    My realizing I’ve been doing this for 20 years now.

    I’ve reminisced before about my blogging journey at 10 years, 17 years, and 18 years, plus other blogging-related posts. At 10 years I picked out two posts from each year I was most proud of or best represented my interests at the time, so I figured I’d do that again for the 10 years since. (Dive into more in the archive.) Enjoy!

    2017

    Uncommon Type: a typecast review – A review of Tom Hanks’ book while deep into my typewriter obsession

    Rhythm Sand Booms – Reflections on faith, fireworks, and the land of the free

    2018

    A skeptic’s ‘Glance at the Public Libraries’ of 1928 – Fisking a sardonic and sexist essay I discovered in H.L. Mencken’s American Mercury

    Songs over notes: in praise of the Okee Dokee Brothers – From the first of many concerts of my favorite band

    2019

    Going to the movies is a gift – An ode to my favorite pastime.

    The Big Country – Proud of this review of William Wyler’s 1958 western.

    2020

    An Unorthodox Harmony

    Ghost Papas: Fatherhood in The Patriot and Interstellar

    2021

    Boomtown, the one-season wonder

    My favorite presidential biographies (so far)

    2022

    Courage & Camaraderie in Band of Brothers

    The Legend of Ball Under Table

    2023

    How Hairspray and Once made me love musicals

    Why the Nicole Kidman AMC ad matters

    2024

    Schrödinger’s Parent, or when you can’t “cherish every moment”

    How (not) to decide what movies to watch

    2025

    In dark times, be a steward

    The seven year etch, or why am I paper resistant?

    2026

    Don’t read the book before the movie

    What are we doing here?


  • Links of the moment

    An ongoing series

    A very zen, oddly inspiring video showing how Blackwing pencils are made.

    A fun digital collage maker that pulls in magazine and public domain images you can clip and assemble.

    Explore 20 years of characters, passing obsessions, and everyday life through kids’ drawings.

    Two stories about Terrence Malick going to extremes to achieve verisimilitude in his movies.

    Use Bastardica to mix two different fonts into truly based combinations.


  • Rainy Day Men #7 & 3

    Chicagoland’s been getting some sustained rainfall, so this weekend that has meant some wet time outside with the 7 and 3 year old.

    While taking a break from garage basketball with the mini hoop, the 7 year old found a worm and decided to make it a house in the downspout puddle with his little brother’s help. Can’t say I’m optimistic about the worm’s chances…

    (Title inspiration from listening to Bob Dylan’s Greatest Hits on vinyl while the boys played, which is excellent rainy day music.)


  • Requiem for a Mad Farmer

    RIP Wendell Berry.

    A select writer with his own tag on this blog, he was a rare triple threat in fiction, nonfiction, and poetry. I love his novels Hannah Coulter and Jayber Crow as much as Life is a Miracle: An Essay Against Modern Superstition, his advocacy for the preservation of tangibility, his documentary, and his many poems—like “Manifesto: The Mad Farmer Liberation Front” and “A Homecoming”, which we had read during our wedding ceremony:

    One faith is bondage. Two are free.
    In the trust of old love,
    cultivation shows a dark
    graceful wilderness at its heart.
    Wild in that wilderness, we roam
    the distances of our faith,
    safe beyond the bounds of what we know.
    O love, open.
    Show me my country.
    Take me home.

    Do yourself a favor and dive into any of it.


  • Links of the moment

    An ongoing series

    Typewriters + dictionaries + lexicography = the backwards index.

    Jurassic Park computers in excruciating detail.

    A listening museum of mechanical keyboards and typewriters.

    How IKEA furniture lost its color.

    Fictional journeys drawn on the real world.

    A modern apartment full of ordinary things that once inspired awe. 

    Don’t paste the AI and don’t say just hello in chat.


  • Media of the moment

    An ongoing series

    Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie. A delightfully lo-fi sci-fi goof centered around Back to the Future? You know I’d be into it. If there were any justice in the world Matt Johnson would get an Oscar nod for his wonderful, wacky performance. 

    The Odyssey. Truly what cinema is for. Zeus’s law requires that I commend movies like this for taking religion and myth seriously in all their weight and weirdness (complimentary). My first time in literal decades seeing a movie in IMAX as I usually don’t care about the format and would rather see a movie more cheaply, but I just had to make sure I saw the entirety of Agamemnon’s helmet and all the other goshdarn epic happenings.

    True Color: The Strange and Spectacular Quest to Define Color by Kory Stamper. The author of my favorite book of 2017 is back with another one about dictionaries and the ubernerds who make them.

    How to Live, or a Life of Montaigne by Sarah Bakewell. As a blogger I appreciated learning a lot about the OG blogger/essayist and his era of the French Wars of Religion. Life was already hard enough during that time and then they added brutal religious violence? People, man…

    Pressure. While this is not great, it’s a first-ballot Dad Movie Hall of Famer, and I for one welcome the prospect of Band of Brothers alums—in this case Damian Lewis and Andrew Scott—getting back together to reenact World War II stories.

    Obsession. I’ve been out of the dating scene since 2012. Knew things were bad out there but didn’t realize this bad…

    Toy Story 5. This got me good a few times, probably because I went with my 7 and 3 year olds, the first time in a theater for the latter.

    If I Go Will They Miss Me. An achingly intimate movie with a magical-realist take on the universal experience of dads trying to outrun what we see reflected back by the mini versions of ourselves.


  • Podcasts of the moment

    It’s been nearly three years since my last podcast lineup check-in, so time to see where things stand in my good ol’ Apple Podcasts feed.

    Comparing all the previously check-ins, it’s interesting to see which shows have endured and which I merely visited for a limited time. I try to be extra judicious about what/who I spend my audio time with, so that often means being honest about which ones no longer hold my interest.

    On the tech side, I sorely miss Google Podcasts for letting me listen on the web. I typically use Podchaser for that now but it’s unreliable.

    My Current Lineup

    Regular Listens

    • Armchair Expert
    • The Big Picture
    • Filmspotting
    • Conan O’Brien Needs A Friend
    • The Town with Matthew Belloni

    Depends on the Subject/Guest

    • The Rewatchables
    • Good Hang
    • Blank Check
    • Plain English
    • The Lonely Island and Seth Meyers Podcast
    • Hasan Minhaj Doesn’t Know
    • The Ezra Klein Show