Hey all, thanks for writing. i have just turned 25 and figuring out that I am introverted.
Well I have known for a long time but just tried to get along normally in life with friend s etc.

Not that it ever worked.
So, I guess I have givin up on a “normal” life.

How do you deal with friends?
How do you tell them?

I can only spend like an hour with you at a time before I have no more to say, nor energy to say anything.

Its a hard life full of battles, but every one you learn from, and you grow from.

I often think of a “pill” that would wipe my memory completly, and let me start clean, to be apart of society, to be “normal” to sociallise, party, all that stuff that from the outside looks like a happy life.
But i think about the person I would be on the inside, I couldnt live that life and have the same morals, repect, knowledge that I have now.

So as much as I want it, I would have to sacrifise so much to obtain it.

I moved to another country when I was 21, I had to, if i stayed home, I probly wouldnt have survived. I had to escape/run i guess. I tried to start life again, but i was still here.
What good is running away if whatever we are is still there?

Do Introverts ever realise happiness?

I personally dont feel like I can make a girl happy in a long term relationship.

Can introverts have romantic relationships?

Does it come down to luck or just a hole lot of rejection to find a girl who accepts you?

I feel a destiny of being alone, and I guess that scares me.